focus...focus...

okay, only three days before summer break. i don't think my mind and body can handle this. i'm having issues of focusing. this is not good, considering the two most important things are the things i have left.

for one, all i did friday was pack. my parents and becca came up and we ate downtown, then wandered around target looking for reflective objects (for my drawing, since everying was going home and i had nothing left to draw) which we bought and i will return promptly after turning in my drawing. i'm just borrowing. of course, friday i considered as my day off from school. later megan and i met colette and anna for dinner at east campus, then we headed back to our bare and lifeless room (except for the few pictures if have above my bed) to watch lemony snickets: a series of unfortunate events, which, i must say, was rather unfortunate. the movie was odd, but good. i just feel awful hating jim carrey.

anyway, after the movie, we suddenly decided to go downtown to krush girls. its a dj that plays a bunch of 80s music and other things. considering it was an exam weekend, the place was packed. it was anna's first time downtown (which is crazy!) and she had a blast! we danced and were sweaty (which doesn't really feel nice when you're dressed up). good times. we were out until about 2:30 am and then we crashed.

today, i was determined to get something done. set up my drawing...looked at it for awhile. then decided to get some studying done on the quad. well, studying isn't exactly what happens when you mix sunshine, swimsuits, and four girls who consistantly want to talk. needless to say, i hardly got anything done before i closed the book and relaxed in the sun.

the obvious problem with this is that i'm not getting what i need to get done done. how am i going to attain these a's if i don't put any effort into it? i really just feel like giving up...but that would be a waste of the whole semester. anyway, what i need to do is focus...focus...focus...