nothing to do

well, here it is, friday night and i'm chilling in the room by myself. nice atmosphere...but i kinda want to socialize. you know what would make my weekends? if people actually called me wanting to do something. why does it always feel like i'm searching for things to do? i'm like some kind of introvert who is really an extrovert at heart. by that i mean i love being around people, but i'm too shy to throw myself into other people's friendship circles uninvited.

okay, so i'm throwing a pity party for myself. i need to get over it and just call someone.